Saturday, September 20, 2008
episode: -> bad mood = sad, angry, and tired. <-
my good mood took a turn for bad mood.
after an unpleasant surprise.
i sort of already guessed something to that extent.
but i didn't expect..
she told me alot of things.
words i don't mind listening.
words i don't want to listen to, if given a choice.
words that hurts, because they are indeed very true.
words that touched me, it made me cry.
her very exact words sort of woken up a part of me, which i wanted to ignore so badly.
i cried. i couldn't control.
despite out in the public.
because i bottled up alot of feelings inside me.
because i suddenly realise how true, how harsh, the reality is.
because i know i need to wake up.
thank you very much.
to the very much cherished friend(s), whom i had spent my time with today.
i shall not name who.
but to the two of you, thank you.
both of which went walking around shopping with me. :)))
you influenced me.
you had such a great impact on my life.
but you chose not to continue in it.
bye bye.
i respect your decision.
i will get over it.
because you are just another one.
someone who is simply not worth it.
~ Beautiful Season ~