Wednesday, September 10, 2008
episode: -> i cried. <-
after having some sort of a serious chat with some of my closer friends.
we sort of came to a saddening conclusion.
i feel very sad and demoralised.
i feel damn sick and tired too.
i finally broke down and cry (alone).
i also realised that some guys just don't learn from their mistakes.
or rather, they think they are always perfectly right.
or maybe, they simply enjoy toying around with gurls and their feelings.
the bested best thing is, to actually go around targeting friends around me!
ohmygod.
such idiots.
you really deserve to die.
anyways i always tend to think too much.
what a bad habit.
i couldn't help it.
i thought i thought.. but just how wrong i turned out to be!
wahhhh.
damn sad okie.
to think i used to believe so much in you.
but you can just hurt me.. so indirectly.
maybe you don't care.
maybe you don't realise.
maybe you just can't be bothered.
the truth is, i don't know how i am supposed to behave around you.. anymore.
i am no longer looking forward to anything anymore.
(because you don't care anyways)i just want to run away from you as soon as possible.
(because again, you don't care anyways)because i don't know what to do.
(this is my own problem. i need to get over my own barrier.)i miss my gurls.
~ Beautiful Season ~