Saturday, March 28, 2009
episode: -> korner-ed. <-
i woke up with a sore throat, cough, and a slight fever, today.
with these, i skipped my make-up lecture, and also my dance class, in exchange for more rest and sleep.
(i didn't have the time to attend any of my dance classes this week. boo.)
i knew i was going to succumb to either a fever or a flu, if i don't rest, very very soon.
and yet, to so "rightfully" and forcefully deprived me of the rest i should have had yesterday..
.. i am now down with these, and i hope i spread them to you tomorrow.
then maybe you would wake up to reality, and state whether you badly needed rest, or you would
still choose work (or anything else) over health anyways.
what a bloody selfish, self-centred, uncompassionate, and unsympathetic guy.
you deserved NONE of my respect, even though you held a higher position in the group, than me.
you would be far better off working alone, than directing over an entire group of people..
.. because you talked as if you were some big shot, when your dispatchment of manpower suck big time.
you may be very effective working alone, but your leadership is seriously sh!t.
you wasted my time, even though you argued that you badly needed manpower, because nothing of that sort of intensive work you mentioned, happened yesterday.
let's see what we accomplished yesterday:
1. logistics; mainly just jotting down of what would be needed to be brought over on that day.
2. programme; mainly just going through what the time and programme would be like on that day, which we went through several times already.
(you would have thought it is something grand like BioBiz or something, need a dry-run rehearsal or not sia. dots.)
3. last minute purchase of goods (from NTUC FairPrice); vouchers (prizes), mixed nuts (snacks), and orange cordial (drinks).
(wow! this is extremely labour-intensive! like real.)
4. borrowing of mahjong tables and sets; this had to be handed over to those who drives.
(one drove over four mahjong tables and sets by 11.05pm, but the other two drove over only two mahjong tables and sets; but i stayed from 8.40pm to 11.20pm, yet i NEVER seen any of them. how come.)
we ended up having to cancel our door-to-door promotion, because we lack manpower, what sh!t is that.
door-to-door promotion should be of top priority, of what we are trying to push to achieve, ohmytian, what cr@p issit to cancel it.
this would have required the much needed manpower (the very reason why i dragged myself there, no matter what), and intensive work, which you cancelled.
why lack manpower?
because there were only constantly four members at any one time.
one driving, borrowing mahjong tables and sets, coming and going, coming and going, coming and going.
two doing last minute shopping over at NTUC FairPrice.
and the last remained in the RC, watching television, whilst waiting for the rest to arrive.
and so, where are the rest?
which you so strongly protested that it would be ultimately
unfair if i didn't come yesterday.
and so.. WHERE ARE THEY?!
i left at 11.20pm, only to reach home at some bloody 1.00am.
who says Seng Kang is near to Bedok?!
to accuse me of intending to ditch the group, simply because i wanted to rest since i badly needed it.
i came over, to prove you wrong, and to make you happy, MONARCHY.
yet you failed to make me feel USEFUL, for doing something PRACTICAL for the group, except my weak presence.
what a waste of time.
you accuse me one more time, i am warning you, i shall just do as you wish, and i mean it.
I SHALL JUST DITCH YOU GUYS.
you cannot do anything to me, only peer appraisal, idiot.
~ Beautiful Season ~