episode: -> Happily Married~ :) <-
the bride is now happily married.
i can't help but feel very touched and happy for the newlyweds.
they look so happy and blissful, finally married to each other.
a completely new and exciting journey awaits them.
despite their diverse backgrounds and personalities, they managed to overcome all odds to be together with each other.
surely they would have disputes and differences again, even after they are happily married now..
.. but after witnessing first-hand the unselfish love they have for each other, especially with the groom signing on the "Love Contract" to the bride, i am certain the groom will take very good care of the bride. :)
the beautiful bride + her 4 姐妹s!
the beautiful bride and the handsome groom.. happily married! ^^
the counter gurls (+ extra guy) - 姐妹s + 兄弟.
Table 22, HUAT ah!
a last picture with the beautiful bride and the handsome groom.. they were all RED. @_@it is not easy to decide to finally tie the knot with each other, believing that the one before you is the very "ONE" you are searching for, but many have already done so.
as my friends one-by-one begin to get engaged to their "soulmates", i can't help but feel a bit, only a tiny bit, envious.
as Aunty Ting has always reminded me:
youth is limited.
you really don't want to be wasting your precious time and youth on someone who doesn't appreciate or know how to treasure you.
everybody can pick on any tiny little stupid trivial issues to get unhappy about, and subsequently spark off a heated debate / quarrel / fight / cold war etc.
but ultimately, is that what you want.. to always be angered and irritated over the slightest flaws or bad habits your "the other half" has.
when you can no longer cherish and appreciate what you had in your hands..
when you can no longer see what was it that you have chosen him or her in the first place..
when you can no longer connect to each other, because you forgot what you promised each other..
.. issit time to let go?
i am lost.
the magnificent wedding and the many happy couples around me made me feel.. confused.
what issit that i do not have?
do i really have that bad a character and personality myself, that i do not realise?
why do i need to be envious, even if it is only a tiny little bit, of others?
do i not have a wonderful "the other half" that i am contended and committed to spend the rest of my life in the future with?
what is missing?
why do i need to reflect on myself for always being late?
i know punctuality is important..
.. but is taking buses wrong?
all buses have a stupid waiting time, it can be as quick as 3 minutes, to as long as 22 minutes, what must i do then?
do i not have a choice which mode of transport i would like to take?
why do i need to reflect on myself for not constantly updating my current status / location / action to you?
is that a hint that i should get "Twitter"???
my colleagues were -_-" by me disappearing for even a mere 3 minutes, was actually also because i did not bring my phone out, and hence cannot be contacted.
but what about you?
you can always say, be it 1 second, 3 minutes, or 20 minutes detour, you should have updated.
fine.
but issit really that important?
apparently it must have been, because my boy got furiously angry over me for these kind of matters!
do you really think you are so perfect that i don't have any flaws to nitpick on?
precisely it is nothing new, you are always like this, i am used to it, and it is small little matters, that i do not even bother getting myself worked up over.
i am tired.
i realise even without engaging in a fight / quarrel / exchange of nasty and hurtful words, people can still get mad as and when they like it with you, even though you did not defend or retaliate back.
i lost all confidence.. in myself.
~ Beautiful Season ~
=*- 1:18 pm -*=