Thursday, July 21, 2011
episode: -> The REALity. <-
i realised you are the one who did not grow up.
one year ago, and now, already one year later..
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still handling sensitive relationship issues in the same "denial" manner and behaviour.
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still trying to run away, hide away, avoid, and ignore these key issues that need and should be addressed in person.
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still trying to choose the easiest way out, inflicting only more hurt on me in the process, whom you supposedly and repeatedly claimed to love / care alot for.
please continue to NOT grow up, retain your current level of "maturity" and "responsibility" in handling love and relationship, and continue to take such matters into your own hands by ignoring and avoiding addressing these issues altogether.
you probably thought, by doing so, they will eventually go away someday.
actually, they will not.
i planned, structured, and prepared myself to go USA in the future.
everything i have done was with you and us in mind, as my source of strength and motivation.
but i have wasted enough time, love, and effort, all on a useless guy.
a friend said, "it's time you give up. you two are not compatible. in fact, he is incompatible with anybody on earth. you have given and sacrificed yourself way too much for him. he is not worthy of your love."
big deal that you are very intelligent.. you are NOTHING when you are irresponsible to the core.
continue breaking promises (they are empty anyways), always running away (problems will only keep coming back), shrugging off responsibilities (well done)..
.. we shall see what life has in store for a jerk like you.
~ Beautiful Season ~