i don't understand the change in me and my character.
i don't really like it either.

how i used to understand and perceive things my way. and the difference now.
how i used to smile radiantly and just go crazy with my friends. and the difference now (not that i frown all the time and stop going crazy with my friends; maybe just more hypocritical and self-conscious).
how silly and foolish i used to be. and the difference now (not that i am any smarter now; maybe just more wary).

took bus 36 to and fro changi airport. the expressways rocks! the bus waiting time does not. -_-"
introduced and recommended by wei qi: bus 168. what goes straight to woodlands or something according to what he said.

took bus 66 home. instead of bus 60.
just an intuitive feeling. felt like taking bus 66.
passed by bedok reservoir. that is the only highlight of taking bus 66. because bus 60 does not.
compensation for passing by bedok reservoir. time wasted. farther distance travelled. more traffic lights. slower bus journey.
but bedok reservoir. the shimmering reflection of lights glistening on the waters. simply beautiful.
the terrapins living in the reservoir waters are very xing fu (or so i thought).

growing weary of alot of things around me.
trying not to. but. certain things cannot be controlled.
getting suspicious. there must be some truth to it.
i know i shouldn't do this. but. i can't help but suspect.
after certain incidents. i should learn to be more wary (or maybe just steer clear).

i am after all just an innocent party. or at least i started out as an innocent party.

i never anticipate things to turn out this way. or maybe i just never seem to learn from past experiences.

once bitten, twice shy?

i got bitten once too many times. so why issit that i am still not shy?!

~ Beautiful Season ~