Sunday, March 29, 2009
episode: -> "whattaO". <-
(peek-tures possibly update at a later date; i am already half-dead)
i didn't manage to sleep a wink at all last night.
i could only toss and turn, toss and turn, ..., (repeat 50 times).
i barely slept (lightly) for half an hour, and i had to be up for 清明 already.
my throat hurts, fortunately not coupled with the loss of my voice.
i didn't dare to cough, only tried to clear throat, afraid to intensify the pain experienced from my sore throat.
my nose ran and stopped, ran and stopped, ..., (repeat 50 times).
my whole body was aching all over, especially my back.
i didn't have the strength to carry alot of stuff, and many a times, i needed someone to help me.
i am quite lousy. :(
today was supposed to be great, if not amazing, or even fantastic (according to others).
but i really didn't have the mood to really enjoy the entire event.
i felt dead tired, and my body had to ache like an aged.
i had to fake the energy at times, because half of our manpower had to stand in for the game.
sometimes i wonder what is going to become of me, when i really grow old, if i am already this weak and fragile now (in my prime, supposedly).
ohmytian.
i sincerely hope we can market and publicise our events out (if any, in the future), and getting the public to be genuinely interested to join our events (random representative sample).
instead of pulling down our friends, families, and relatives (biased sample).
to have such supportive and enthusiastic families, relatives, and friends backing this pilot study project..
.. it is no wonders that we were so confident of ourselves today.
but.
waking up to reality..
we have wayyyy too many hidden cost that the leader covered up for us.
to accomplish such a small-scale project being able to provide such great service, generous servings of good food, and excellent attractive prizes..
.. we have our leader to thank, for he covered up these bits and pieces of cost, which could otherwise calculate up to a astronomical amount (to us).
~ Beautiful Season ~